Precious in God eyes,,,

God,,, hari ini angel belajar ttg Engkau n diri angel dg cara yg menyakitkan... i feel Your heart Lord,,, angel rasain hati God yg sedi,,,
sering bgt nda cm hari ni angel ngrasa nda berharga or kurang berharga dr org laen,,, ntah knp, mgkn krn rasa perfeksionis yg tnyata angel puny,,, angel ngrasa nda cukup bae kl dibanding org laen,,, i feel less beautifull, less smart, less talent, less skill, kurang klemahlembutan as a lady, less lucky than other,,, dkk,,, du God rasa ny nda enak bgt pas prasaan2 rendah diri ky gt dateng,,, n nda cm hr ni tp srg d hari2 yg kmrn,,, angel tau teori yg blg manusia diciptakan bukan utk saling membandingkan, tp susah y God tnyata praktek ny,,, susah utk nda banding2in diri sm org laen,,, tp God,,, God hari ni ud mengajar angel dg cara yg sunggu2 angel nda mo, cara yg menyakitkan,,, angel ngrasa God nangis n sedi waktu angel mikir "i less precious than other,,,"
waktu angel blg gt dlm hati angel utk diri angel, angel rasa God nangis,,,
angel cuma denger jawaban lembut God yg blg "i love you my daughter,,, can't u feel it? i send my angels to protected you, Aku tidak membiarkan sesuatu yg buruk tjadi atas diri mu,,, Aku memberi mu hanya yg tbae,,, you are so precious in My eyes,,, i love you so much,,, Engkau berharga anakKu,,, sgt berharga..."
Lord You said it with tears in Your eyes,,, I'm sorry Lord... i dun want to hurt You anymore,,, n angel tau skrg bukan dr kt org tp dr God ndiri yg blg angel sgt berharga buat God,,, i am loved by the King of kings, the Lord of lords n it is enough,,,
Thank You Lord,,, hanya Engkau yg memandang ulat n melihat seekor kupu2,,,
Thank You Lord,,, Engkau mengangkat ku seorg perantauan menjadi Putri kesayangan Mu,,, rakyat jelata menjadi seorang Putri, Princess,,, (thats why i love cinderella n fairy tale so much ^^ )
Thank You Lord,,, Engkau lah mimpi ku yg menjadi kenyataan,,,
Thank You Lord,,, for saying "I love you so much my daughter,,, you are so precious in My eyes,,,"